Currently Listening Spring Awakening (2006 Original Broadway Cast) By Duncan Sheik, Steven Sater, Skylar Astin, Lilli Cooper, John Gallagher Jr., Gideon Glick, Jonathan Groff, Brian Johnson, Lea Michele, Lauren Pritchard Don't Do Sadness see related

So...the long distance thing wasn't supposed to be an issue this year.  But now I don't get to see you until fall break, and that just isn't fair to either of us.  I'm not saying I want to break up, far from it, but I honestly don't think I can make it another 6 weeks without seeing you.  This is supposed to make us stronger, right?  Well, this whole missing someone 24-7 and being reminded of the piece of my heart that is missing on nearly an hourly basis makes it difficult to see the light at the end of the tunnel.  I try to keep my blinders on, but yeah, I notice the attractive boys.  Right now they're convenient; a slight attraction that I would never act on, but is refreshing just to make me aware that I can still feel.  And I do feel guilty about it, but I'm sure you understand that not having you here makes my life difficult.  I got to a point where not having you around was normal, and I don't want that feeling.  I am so terrified that not seeing you is going to cause something to fade.  Maybe I'm just weak...

But I'm weak for you